I am a young man and i want to grow and be more feminine. how do i do this?

im 24 yrs old and i want to grow natural s and become more femine. im already very slender and have looked into this before but just want to take the right course. hormones are what i want to do. where is the best place to get them and what is the best hormone regiment to take? would taking womens birth control have any affect?